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11 marzo Day 71 - IT'S NOT OVER YET!Well, the contest is just about over and I didn't meet my goal of 10 pounds a month (which would be 21.5 lbs. by today)
 There is one thing I learned though. GOD HAS A PLAN... and for me, it was learning that selfishness is always ugly. I have always been a very stubborn person in competition. This next year was going to be all ABOUT ME. My bubble was popped and the air let out when my dads desease was diagnosed. My priorities changed. My emotions changed. My drive changed. My stamina changed. My life changed. Nothing seemed more important than my dad. I went on a rollercoaster ride of emotions. Battling with myself everyday. At first, I was in denial, I stayed on task and still lost weight. Then I came crashing down with sympathy(for myself!). I was losing my DAD! The weight began to show me who was boss! Then came the anger. I was ticked at myself for being selfish by letting my emotions take over and eating more. I didn't even weigh in one week for fear of the rising number! How am I going to get off this crazy ride?! I was losing this weight battle and losing my dad all at the same time.  Life is so unfair. Then a wake up call (from my Pastor) Life isn't suppose to be fair. It is all a learning experience to head us down the right path. The plan for us isn't meant to make us angry. It is meant to help us grow and trust we don't have to do this alone. My dad needs me and my strength. He needs to know that he can leave this world having given me the most precious gift he could...life. Through changing my health, I will have a life he had always hoped I would. While still battling his disease, he can feed off my strength and positivity. I need to stay strong. I need to be at the top of my game. You have all helped me in learning that. Always telling me to stay strong - don't give up - etc. I Thank You. In your own endeavors, make your life alittle more healthy too. Who knows, someone could need your strength someday. Take all that is possible in your life ....
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