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09 marzo Roller Coaster Continues...Hmmm. How is day 69 going? I got up too late to walk the treadmill before church because of the time change. I copied and pasted Stacey's blog of information on dad and sent it out in all my e-mail friends/family so I wouldn't have to repeat myself to everyone who asked. I then added a note to my preacher on top of it and printed it out. I cried in church just because the hyms made my thoughts gear on dad. I gave the results letter to preacher after services because I didn't want him to read it and want to talk to me right away - I would only cry more. I wanted to go straight home and Rick insisted we go to his parents after church. I wasn't social at all --they are the same age as my dad. ( I am glad Rick has both of his parents yet, but I still somehow get angry that my parents are the ones to die early ) Ricks mom wanted to feed us hotdogs for lunch _( not what I should eat ) . We left there and had lunch at home.... I had freeto scoops with cheese on them and a BUNCH of grapes. ( my only food intake thus far ) I was cutting Nathans hair and bit off his head because he moved too much while I was cutting. He was real upset and wanted to know why I was so mad. They just don't get it. Question is... should they? Should they be subjected to all the stress and worries we endure just because they are unfortunate to be part of this drama filled life of mine? I am soooooo extremely tired of the UPS and DOWNS! and taking everything out on my family.! I keep telling myself to be strong for dad and some days I actually listen. Other days are just the opposite. I am short tempered with my kids and husband, I don't eat properly, and I am extremely hard on myself. I know Rick is getting the brunt of all of this, but it is real hard on my kids. They must think I am PSYCHO! As if the ups and downs of losing weight isn't enough to put them through, we get the added bonus of a death sentance in the mix! DID I MENTION.....I HATE ROLLER-COASTERS!! ComentariosPara agregar un comentario, inicia sesión con tu cuenta de Windows Live ID (si utilizas Hotmail, Messenger o Xbox LIVE, ya tienes una cuenta de Windows Live ID). Iniciar sesión ¿No tienes una cuenta de Windows Live ID? Regístrate Vínculos de referenciaLa dirección URL del vínculo de referencia de esta entrada es: http://ws-addedtouch.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!8B7617EF7F43F33E!644.trak Weblogs que hacen referencia a esta entrada
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